Life's Stage!

This is something I wrote Mar 2008. Hope you enjoy! :) Note: This was before I was a Christian.



Life!

There are No rehearsals for life. There are no scripts by which to prepare. There are no textbooks to tell us what's next. We live life as it comes, and in this regard, our first rehearsal is the show itself!! To this end, we must believe in something that gives our lives meaning. We, too, must recognize that our purpose lies not in the words of man or in the text of a book. We do this in order to cherish our lives as they present themselves. Should we avoid this task, life will either creep by painfully or rush to.......... its finale. I am not that religious, I like to think I am but really I'm not. So my purpose for living isn't to earn my way into paradise or to connect myself with something greater. My purpose is much the opposite! I've realized recently that I have no purpose here. I do not believe I will one day become a great leader of hope or a figure of history. Nor do I believe my life will be remembered beyond a few generations after my death. I come to this conclusion right now….!



My Story
I live for ME!!All I try to do is live one day at a time and hope that I’m a different person than I was a day before. I think were each here to help one another be a better person, learn from others and try and achieve what the last couldn’t. Be inspired to create the next great work of art. Become the next person who actually stood up and let her voice be heard. I frequently awe at the wonderful things around me...The stage upon which we play life inspires me. I wonder about our existence. Why and how we love, hate, and ignore. Why everyone hates being alone and are picky about whom we hang with??? How u really describes feelings to someone you care about?!?! I do not live because I think I should. I live because....I want to. I live to smell flowers and sing random songs. I live to humiliate and pride myself on my accomplishments and failures. I live to try to love others as I want to be loved. I live to play the music of my soul to ppl…so maybe I can help someone out w/ what they are going though...who knows?? I live to see little kids smile :-) I live to taste chocolate and pretend to take myself seriously. I live for friends and Memories But more than anything, I live to feel that silly little thing we call happiness. I'm here to be happy about my falls from grace and my tragedies. To be happy about becoming a better person and to be happy about living. We are human beings. We each have within us the potential to become a sign of happiness no matter what life deals, no matter what scars we suffer. At the end of my story, I will die happy. Not because I did or didn't experience happiness, but because I had the chance to. And that's all the purpose I need. Why are you here?!?!?!